I am sad.
There are a lot of reasons to my sadness, but the chiefest one at this time is sin.
I'll tell you the truth: I am sick of wickedness.
Not only wickedness against me and those closest to me, but just in general.
It is very irritating and disgusting. I am disgusted.
Sigh.
I look forward to Jesus's soon return, when all this nastiness will be over; and righteousness, purity, glory, and love will reign for all eternity. Thoughts of that time give me peace and happiness.
My sadness is now abated -- wow, I actually feel better after writing my thoughts and remembering God's plans to redeem us (who believe) from all the evil that mankind has allowed into the earth, Amen.
I am happy.
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Something else has been in mind more than usual these days and that is my business idea.
This guy who'd make YouTube videos about the computer science career recently quit his software engineering job to travel the world full-time. While watching his lil video explaining his decision, I thought about my plans to quit and go into entrepreneurship.
As you know, I strongly desire to establish a real estate investment firm, by God's grace. My business objective, which I will not share at this time, sets me apart from the investors in the field; but I hope that the market I plan on catering to is at least sizable enough for reasonable profit -- "profit" not only being monetary but my feeling useful also.
Besides this venture, I also have so many other ideas in mind (mainly making a music album), but I don't want to pursue any of them alone.
Although Mom has agreed to being head accountant of my company, I don't want to bother her about being cofounder. And no, I don't want a "friend" to fill the spot. They'll just come to embezzle the company and ruin my life.
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Currently, I don't have anyone to accomplish my dreams with, but I hope that they'll come around soon.
I think it'll be fun.